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Tifa - by shadowstar_gzan


June 14th, 2006

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Tifa2- by tessith
This place is in ruins and I have now managed to get myself lost. As well as running, from myself and the shadows that appeared moments ago, I now have to be cautious where I go; I nearly fell through the floor because I wasn't watching where I was walking.

I'm in some kind of... dungeon. There's stale, putrid, *rotting* water that's waist deep and it burns when I walk through it. Time has not been kind to this place and it shows. And it *smells*. There isn't any light here, either, and I'm afraid that if I try to trek through the water again, I'm going to find myself drowning to death. As it is, I can't feel anything below my waist; it's so... cold down here!

There's, unfortunately, not much charge left in my laptop. I'm not sure what happened, but it went from a full battery to an almost empty one.

Maybe... maybe I should stay down here. Maybe... Maybe I should die. I nearly hurt Kairi and Sora...

Damn... there goes-

[Computer error message- Power at 1%; shutting down]

June 12th, 2006

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Tifa2- by tessith
I'm crying as I sit here, alone once again and in the dark, hiding.

I'm lucid now, but I don't know for how long it will last.

I lost it- my hold on what little sanity I have. I broke, shattered into a million pieces in front of both of those... *children*, and there was nothing, nothing, I could do to stop it. Something triggered it, though. I'm sure of that. I think it was the odd shape, the door way that I saw.

But why? Why now and not sooner? Was it those... shadow-things that chased Sora and I into this castle?

So many questions. So few answers. So very little time...

I have to run again. I can hear it- my inner madness- catching up to me again.

June 6th, 2006

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TifaLost - by shaodwstar_gzan
The shadows are moving all around me. They're moving and shifting and playing tricks on me. I can tell they mean us harm, but I don't know what to do. I'm no fighter.

But I have to find a way to protect Sora. I don't know why, but I have to.

May 10th, 2006

Long day

Tifa - by shadowstar_gzan
((OOC: Goddess save me- sorry for not posting sooner! *headdesk*))

Sora... The name sounds familiar.

I met a boy, today. His name. That was his name, Sora. It sounds familiar and I can't tell why.

I'm worried, though. He's a nice boy; I don't want to hurt him, either physically or emotionally. But I'm starting to feel as though the ground beneath my feet is moving of its own accord and I can't...

I can't stand still. I can't stay standing. But I keep moving anyway. And I have to protect him; that's all there is to it.

April 30th, 2006


TifaLost - by shaodwstar_gzan
I don't quite know what happened.

There's something... destinctly wrong with this new place I'm in. It's dark, both in feel and in look. All old stone and old buildings, faded and worn.

But I remember this place! I remember this place from my dreams; it used to be so bright. So happy. But the moving shadows have destroyed its spleandor and something dark lurks just beyond my eyesight that I cannot name or see.

I wish someone could help me. I'm lost, and I don't know what to do, so I'm sitting on cracked steps and hoping someone, anyone, will find me and tell me just what the hell is happening to me.

April 28th, 2006


TifaLost - by shaodwstar_gzan
So, I've been debating about this all day.

When I returned home from the library last night, I found my front door open and a new laptop on my desk in my bed room. No note, nothing taken, just the laptop, a really nice laptop, on my desk. Brand new.

Who the hell would break into someone's house, not take anything, and leave a laptop?!

On top of this-- apparently, there's a boy missing in my neighborhood. Everyone's gone up a wall looking for him. I got cornered walking home by three or four people, asking me all kinds of questions. Things like 'who are you' and 'where did you come from' and 'where are you going'.

When they started asking me personal information, I told them none-too-kindly that if they didn't let me get home, I'd kick their asses.

What is it with small communities and the need to persecuit an unknown person?

The weirdest person, though he didn't stop me, was this guy in a black coat. But I may have been seeing things- I've been seeing a lot of things lately.

Including my dream last night...

I dreamt of another placeCollapse )

I haven't had these kind of dreams in years. They're startling and scary and I'm worried about what they mean.

April 27th, 2006

Ugh... not *again*

Tifa - by shadowstar_gzan
So, I took a look at my post from yesterday when I arrived at the library this evening.

It would appear someone had slipped a tranq in with my meds. How very, very lovely [/sarcasm].

I don't even know *why* I made that post the way I did.

But I had the oddest dream last night... it consisted of this place. It felt really, really faraway. And old. There was a small market place, a small residential area and this huge freaking castle in the distance. And there was this boy... this young, innocent-looking boy fighting these... I don't know what to call them, other than *shadows*. But he was fighting them. And it made me feel... ashamed?

I also had another flash of that blond man. The one I keep seeing in my dreams; the one I've seen since I was nine years old. The very same that I yelled out to, that I screamed at my parents to miss, only...

Well. That's a story for another time, perhaps when I've gotten over it more.

April 26th, 2006


Tifa - by shadowstar_gzan
I'm not quite sure what to say.

I suppose, starting off, I should introduce myself.

To... myself.

It's so odd sitting at a computer station in a library, when I spent so long locked up inside myself.

I'm searching for someone... can anyone help me?
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